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©2004-2009 ~kiyaaa
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okay. let's just say the past month had been.. hard.

i actually did this picture a lot of times, but most of them on paper where i could push the marker down really hard and tear the paper into pieces.

i get emotionally unstable nowadays, and my mood changes like crazy. i can laugh and cry at the same time, sumtimes i have the sudden urge to destroy everything insight- even myself. i already broke my closet, and some chairs... caused me some bruises for that.

this picture is on and off.. sometimes i'm doing it while i'm ok, sumtimes i'm doing it while i'm unstable. so you may see traces of inconsistency.

basically i just feel like i wanna change. i dont wanna be a weakling anymore. i dont wanna be pushed around anymore. i dont wanna be taken advantage of anymore.

ok. i should stop ranting now.. dun wanna scare you guys ^^;
tralala~ enjoy nyah~~~ ^^

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:iconfloydshayvious:
Much props.

This flows exe extreamly well.. love the colours.

-golf clap-

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Floyd
:iconnimindil:
:hug: great pic, and I'm emorionally unstable too.. well I seem to have settled into a hopeless numbness since yesterday... gah x.x

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Mew

Kiss the Daeva, don't kiss the Daeva
:icondarkphyre024:
Very nice work. You are a very talented person...course, you probably dont need me to tell you that. I think the world is emotionally unstable...just those of us who show it to the world are more stable then those who dont...yes, I think that means Im unstable too.
:icontitta:
You have certainly made a picture that empathizes your moods perfectly. This picture is rather sad which I´m sure was the point. It´s especially touching because I have a friend who had/has the same problem that you are facing now. She had some help to it after going to psychoteraphy and getting a new flat (away from her parents). I hope you also find some solution to your situation. Take care :hugs: .
:icondreamspace21:
Holy... thats scary!
:iconcarneaglariel:
Oo;;;; Psychotic ne~~~~ Suits you.... :hugs: ganbatte! Filter yourself with cute anime after the examinations and kick yourself out of this crazy psycho mode kay^^!
:iconmatsuru:
ohh~~!! =.=;;;;;;;;; really keh? come come let's have another breakfast gathering.... we'll make you stable by feeding tons and tons of sundae. XDXDXD

get well soon. and good luck in exams~! @>-
:iconneversummer:
O~~~ bloody hell!
I totally understands how you feel.. I'm use to have that felling too.
:iconkiyaaa:
yeahh bloody hell~ XD i say that very often
thanks neways :)

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